18mar wed

worked opening.

the day before i was so angry with haffis.

i guess he dunno ba.

he called me in store for some stuffs.

den he started msging me asking me where im gg aft work.

wat im gonna wear for dnd the next day.

bla bla bla~

i felt so freak lor.

dont u noe tat im angry with u?!?!

hais in the end..

we all still met up.

i still tat soft hearted.

argh forget it ba~

angry with people will old faster leh!

haa.

i met fiza first at bugis.

bought eyelashes for my dnd.

we did eyebrow triming and french manicure.

hee first time i did manicure lor.

=p

aft tat we went for dinner.

i called up haffis whether still wana meet or not.

he's still at far east colouring his hair with huan ghee.

den decided to go for karaoke near forum.

-_-

wat a freaking place.

met him.

i tried to hint and wana show him tat im angry with him.

but he dont get it and understand.

den i forget it lah.

went karaoke.

went home ard 3plus midnight.

hmm.

but dear was not happy abt it.

the prob started~

19mar thu

DINNER AND DANCE 2009 @ ARENA~

the day tat all of us are waiting for!!

=DD

hais but dear was unhappy tat im gg.

due to the quarrel the day before.

he actually expect me not to go.

but..

how am i gg to explain to the bosses y i did not go.

coz i quarrel with bf?

hello grow up man~

be professional abit lah..

so no matter wat is it.

of coz i still went.

although deep in my heart i was sad.

i still act as normal when i met them.

met up bee fadz haffis and pooja.

we rent a hotel suite for all our make-up and hair setting.

den we reached arena at 6pm.

and we're central of attraction of ALL.

i enjoyed.

dancing and drinking~!!

=DD

met my classmates.

met mgrs from other stores.

met my ex-kallang mgrs!!

well yup although i enjoyed myself thoroughly tat night.

i cried too.

coz of dear.

infront of jun.

i dont care how many pairs of eyes are looking at me.

but i just afraid my mgrs will see me cry.

lucky no.

until steven tan(bussiness consultant) came and asked me wat happened.

i told him.

and he regard me as his god-daughter.

(:

he told me.

if he loves u..he will come back to u

aft crying and talking to jun.

felt abit better.

went back to dance floor to dance and drink!

aft arena met up fiza.

we went supper tgt with suzi haffis and huan ghee.

aft supper..

fiza and me went to ecp and slack some more.

but i did not tell her tat i quarrelled with my dear yet.

actually im tat damn sad.

so dont feel like gg home.

we slacked till 7am.

alright anw photos time~

(:

my handsome brother~

aft make up but hair still in mess!!

fadz and miee~!!

haffis and miee~!!

brothers~

haffis and miee again~!!

fadz and bee~

bee and miee~ on the way to arena!!

nazri and miee~!!

fadz and bee (:

haffis and miee (:

ardina and miee (:

francis and miee (:

fadz and francis (:

ARENA~

POOJA and miee =DD OMG~

pooja and haffis =DD

pooja and fadz =DD

pooja and bee =DD

francis``miee``haffis``fadz`` (:

alex - pooja - janita

haffis and pooja~

POOJA~!!!

junaina and miee (:

sahir and miee (:

janice and miee (:

kelly and miee (:

hana and miee (:

hana kissed haffis~!! =DD

teresa miee and haffis (:

suzi and miee (:

suzi and haffis (:

20mar fri

worked at 5pm.

i did not took the first move this time round.

coz i felt so tired of his words alr.

I NEED A BREAK.

out of sudden.

he called me.

just to ask me wat time i finish work.

tats it.

fine.

finished work at 2am.

reached home.

before i slp.

i msg dear.

dear i still love you

and i hugged my pillow with tears to slp.

21mar sat

not working.

woke up at 4pm.

went to looked for dear at his workplace.

he still thinks tat im in wrong.

he looked so persistent in breaking.

my heart was damn hurt.

during those few days.

i cant feel my heart.

i feel nothing.

it seems like my world is ending.

i cant imagine my life without him.

since i dont like ppl to force me to things tat i dont like.

so if really this time round he is so tat persistent.

i decide not to force him le.

no use and no meaning to force him to be tgt with me.

but i really dont wish too.

aft hearing all his hurting words.

i met fiza up.

to acc me.

met her at ps.

slacked awhile at starbucks.

i cried at starbucks.

i told her wat happened to me.

den the both of us crazy crazy went kbox at cineleisure.

went off ard 1am.

had i very first meal of the day

den aft tat went home.

i still did not do the first move.

22mar sun

working at 9am.

for the first time.

he keeps on msging and calling me during im working.

and so surprisingly he wants to meet me aft work.

but i already meeting iris and june for dinner.

i told him tat.

he said fine.

but still while im having dinner.

he still keep on calling and msging me.

he said no matter wat he wants to meet me tat night.

ok fine i met him aft dinner at 8pm.

den he brought me to a place tat we usually went.

initially i was so damn worried.

on the way to the place.

i tot tat was the last ride for me.

tat was the last time he sending me home.

i silent all the way.

until he started talking.

and he stretch out his arms and hugged me.

he asked y dont i call or msg him these 2 days.

i told him y shld i make the first move again?

i cried with happiness.

i knew u still love me.

dear i love u so much tat i cant imagine my days without u.

finally my hard days are over.

(:

23mar mon

worked at 9am.

to take over training.

im not task-less anymore.

and yes!

finally i take over training liao.

my dream task.

coz its one of the impt task in the system.

i will try do my best to build up this system.

i will show to james tat training system is not broken in our store.

(:

yes suet u can do it!!

went home with fiza at 8pm.

thanks pakcik..

for letting me felt so damn SHITty now~!!

do u noe tat ur words just now really hurts me?

perhaps u still dont noe me tat well.

fyi..

i really HATE being misunderstood.

the feeling really SUCKS to the core~

ARGH~!!!

if u still rmb wat i told u ytd..

i dont really look forward for this coming dnd.

im totally not excited.

but finally just now we at our side was talking abt it.

yup i totally changed my mindset and attitude towards this dnd.

im so damn excited abt it.

thinking and deciding wat im gg to do.

but on the other hand over your side so hardworking working.

out of kindness i asked wat happened?

but wat i got back?

BEING MISUNDERSTOOD~!!!

and..

my mood my excitment my everything immediately drop from top to bottom.

yup thanks once again..

i got no mood to talk abt anything now...~

p.s~this post is actually for u..but u wont have the chance to read it.so i just treat as venting my anger~

my dear got his driving licence le!

so happy for him.

=D

i wish i can get it too on 11may.

wish me luck k!

14mar

supposed to work 9am.

but fadz need to go back jb urgently coz his grandfather sick.

so i need to take over his 2pm to 11pm shift.

abit dont like coz i tot i can escaped the damn busy hrs of the IT fair.

haa.

although its really damn freaking busy.

but i enjoyed it!

teamwork really impt.

its fun working with u ALL~!!

=DD

went back on time at 11pm with fiza coz im working 9am the next day

15mar

yup worked 9am to 6pm.

its still very busy due to the IT fair.

went off at 6pm.

met june beng loon dex and raymond at the fair.

delivered them drinks too!!

my goodness~!!

there was so damn many LOT people lor.

argh~

i bought 2 earpiece only.

wana buy phone.

but the price is like abt the same.

and somemore the queue was so damn long lor.

raymond bought phone.

he waited for 6hrs!

omg~

-_-

loon bought laptop.

rich guy~

lols.

den we had dinner at azabo sabo at marina.

we all departed at 10pm.

but i went back to store and waited for fiza.

she finished work at 1030pm.

went home tgt.

saniyah too.

reached home.

knocked out~

im tired..

16mar

today!

im off~

just woke up awhile ago.

no plan to go out.

shld be staying at home ba.

tmr working opening.

sians..

this thu is company dinner and dance.

its at arena.

its a club.

hmm..

complicated feelings towards this dnd.

suppose to be excited and looking forward.

but im kind of not.

hmm...

ever since i handed over schedule to eric.

im kind of free.

i had nv been this free for abt a yr plus liao.

i think back.

a yr plus ago i went marina.

a mth later i did payroll.

followed by schedule..

den inventory..

den back to schedule again.

where got so free like now..

used to daily work still need to worry abt my task.

this and that..

but now.

im task-less.

go work no need to worry so much le.

haas.

but soon later the mth i will be taking over training.

so enjoy now before im having headache agian.

lols.

=D

so long nv update le.

let me recall wat happened for the past mth..

18feb

i forget to go for my driving lesson!!

shit miee~!!!

wasted my 60bucks~

worked closing with fadz.

new mgr transfered to marina.

ruby from parklane.

filipino.

again..

another new mgr transfered sure got 'unnescessary' changes.

same thing happened when haffis first transferred to marina.

and oso there's a trainee mgr too.

deeleilah.

filipino too.

-_-

no im not against filipino.

but just feel sian abt it

19feb

went for my driving lesson at 1020 to 1200.

and its my off day.

but there's meeting.

actually fadz and me dont wana go.

coz both of us feel unfair.

y always meeting falls on our off day.

den still need to go back for meeting.

actually we dont mind gg back.

wat we felt unfair is y others off day can dont need to go back?

so y must we?

hmm.. ...

i think and think and think..

in the end i still went for the meeting.

but fadz really did not turned up.

i went coz i feel tat im 2nd asst.

higher responsibility.

i think is a need for me to go.

fadz is just fm.

(im not looking down on him hor~!!)

maybe he think is not a need for him to go?

i dunno..

aft the meeting..

ended 6plus ba.

waited for fiza finished work at 8.

went window shopping at citylink mall and raffles city.

den we went lavender for our dinner-supper.

we ate-chatted-laughed.

den realised its already 11pm.

home sweet home~

(:

20feb

went for driving lesson at 1020 to 1200.

aft lesson recieved 'call me! urgent!!' msg from sasi.

i called back.

she told me kalai fainted in the toilet!

omg~

they are at the clinic alr.

i rushed out of cdc.

at the same time i met shinyi~!!

ohh my~

im in a rush and i so feel like talking to her coz we damn long nv meet le!

so sorry shin~

):

got a cab and went to marina to take a look at her.

when i was abt to reach the taxi stand.

i saw an ambulance there outside the clinic.

i told myself 'pls dont tell me tats for kalai'

i drop and i ran over.

i saw mala and sasi.

i asked how is kalai.

they told me tat she need to go to the hospital.

omg~

is tat tat serious?

i followed the ambulance to sgh.

on the way i called fadz and told him.

(while actually my mind was thinking of sth else...)

i waited till almost 4pm den i can see kalai and talked to the doctor.

mala and sasi went to sgh aft they finished work.

kalai refused to stay in the hospital.

we all went off 5plus.

there goes my sleeping time.

as im working graveyard tat day!

only get to slp abt an hr.

goodness~

went to work at 2230.

although im tired..

but when work with my hardworking and fun crews.

im really happy.

=D

they are just a bunch of playful guys.

(:

21feb

worked graveyard too.

cant do much stuffs as customers non-stop.

22feb

my off day~

of coz lah..

i worked graveyard leh!

haa.

met my dear boy!

yeah thanks dear for bringing me for sakura buffet!

*loves!

=DD

23feb

worked 9am.

but i think i reached 9plus almost 10 ba.

coz is my doing schedule day.

went home tgt with fiza at 8pm.

24feb

early morning have to go redhill for hiring with aqing.

-_-

im so fed up with him coz he told me the wrong way!

made me walked under the hot sun for 1/2hr for nth!!

argh~!!

aft the stupid thing the both of us went back to store.

den i wait till evening and bring all my beanies for a meal.

thanks james for giving us $200.

we went for seoul garden!

yummy yummY~!!

=D

25feb

worked opening.

tot can go back on time.

coz im meeting fadz fiza and haffis for movie!

our long ago plan!

but i forgotten there's payroll training!

argh~

ends abt 6pm.

poor fadz has been waiting at amk for abt an hr plus.

reached amk!

met fadz fiza and haffis.

yup its the 4 of us again.

wonderful gathering.

lols.

yup we watched pink panther 2 as we promised.

well fadz and me laughed from the beginning till the end.

the whole theatre only got the both of us laughter.

LOLs~!!

pink panther 2 = 10/10

=D

we had pepper lunch aft movie.

den aft pepper lunch we went for pool.

yupp..

i appreciate the gathering.

im happy.

but the day dont have a good ending.

hais..

W-H-Y???

):

26feb

working closing.

nothing special happen.

(:

27feb

my off day.

but went for driving lesson at 0830 to 1010.

den went jogging in the evening.

haa.

=P

>

28feb

worked 2pm to 11pm.

aft work went to watch movive with fiza bobbie and manchut.

haa.

tat was our last minute plan.

we watched role model.

well another funny movie..

this time round the whole theatre is full of manchut and my laughter!!

LOLs~!!

=D

role model = 9.5/10

aft movie fiza and me shared and took cab home.

home sweet home~

(:

1mar

so fast its alr 3rd mth of the yr.

hmm..

well anw i worked closing with pooja.

no need to do stock take coz the day before just did mth end.

so i teach pooja to close cashsheet.

(:

2mar

worked closing with fadz and eric.

is the day tat my white hair stop growing.

haa.

coz its the day tat i handover schedule to eric.

FINALLY~

=p

went back quite late abt 2am coz our transport crop up.

-_-

3mar

worked another closing.

ok lah.

i would prefer to work closing den opening.

coz i hate to wake up early.

=x

4mar

its a big day for me.

i went for dental checkup!

it had been 10yrs tat i nv step into dental clinic.

i decide to go coz this yr mgr got dental previlege.

$50 per year.

so y not..

i go lor.

i went with fiza.

hmm lucky the dental says my tooth are nice and healthy.

hee.

=p

aft our dental we met tirta at tampines mall.

we watched my bloody valentine.

my very first 3D movie!

mountain tortise?

lols.

hmm well its horror movie.

so.. ..

the whole theatre is full of screaming.

but its only fiza's and mine!

haa.

but its so scary were wondering y no one else screamed?

my bloody valentine = 9/10

aft movie we went to marina.

tirta wana meet pooja.

tot of asking pooja to play pool aft work.

but he says he need to rush back home.

so the 3 of us went for pool.

but only fiza and me playing.

well..

the both of us dont really noe how to play.

we laughed at each other.

lols.

=D

den we went back to mac and slacked awhile.

while tirta wana see the new 1st asst.

haa.

we went back abt 11plus.

home sweet home~

(:

5mar

acc dear to cgh for his medical checkup in the afternoon.

aft tat we went to parkway for dinner.

i suddenly felt like eating the yong taw foo there.

hee.

dear sent me home aft dinner.

):

6mar

worked opening.

i suppose to do ordering.

but ruby says she wana practice.

so i teach and guide her along lor.

went home abt 5plus..

7mar

worked closing.

very busy at work.

events happening at marina square.

and is S.H.E in sg?

coz i saw alot of ppl wearing their shirt!

having concert?

dunno lah~

-_-

8mar

worked closing.

with ruby and deeleilah.

seriously shit.

i dont like to work with the both if them.

but wat to do.

-_-

aft work went supper with fiza near boon keng.

we took cab there!

haa.

we ate.

we talked.

till abt 4am.

den we took cab (again) home.

home sweet home~

(:

9mar

my off day.

slept almost 1 whole day at home.

nv step out of my hse at all.

10mar

met dear in the evening!

tat was so last minute.

coz he's able to book out early.

but we only able to have dinner tgt.

im so happy!

coz this mth i only got 1 sunday off.

so this mth i cant go out with dear.

sads..

):

11mar

worked 11am to 8pm.

suppose to watch movie tgt with fiza bobbie and manchut de.

but tat fiza went to rebond her hair until 9plus den reach marina.

no more movie liao.

so we went pool.

ya pool again!

lols.

=DD

aft pool we went for supper at makan sutra.

went home abt 1am.

same..

took cab tgt with fiza.

home sweet home~

(:

12mar

went attachment at nbr.

2pm to 11pm.

lucky i noe some crews there.

if not i sure bored to death de.

haa.

and!

the store is so damn big n nice lor!

envy lor me.

the store where they shoot mcvalue lunch advertisment.

went off 11plus.

home sweet home~

(:

13mar

ANOTHER friday the 13th.

which is now.

which im still up updating my blog.

typing this damn long post.

anw..

i had decided to stay at home the whole day.

so to prevent anything unlucky happen to me.

haa.

=D

will try to update soon..

if im able to.

(:

ciaos~

nights all~